04 March 2008

Late Night Chats

heykeriann02: what are you up to?

superphryxis: folding laundry
not sure what im gonna do for the rest of the evening tho!
might look thru my old pics and find some shit to edit

lol
you would
i really want to do some writing
but i think i'll last another 30min before i crash

lol
dude
blogs need updates more than once a month

hush
i'm drained of creative energy

yeah
i feel ya

tell me a story

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wow
that was compelling!

lol
thx
im bad at stories
esp with remembering them on the fly
i have to be reminded of something

well
hey remember that time you told a really good story to one of your boring friends?
you should tell me that one

lol

you keep my boring friends out of this!!!

okokok
so i have an idea
and it's corny but i'm just like that

nice

i'ma start a story

ok

and you help me finish it

ok

it was one of those nights that just wouldn't end.

we should do every other sentence

the incessant ticking of the clock echoed in my empty bedroom, and as i slipped out of unconsciousness, time seemed to slow.

yeah yeah well wait
ok sry

i got to set it up

oh ok

the ticks faded into the darkness and the tocks swallowed me whole.


i said it would be the last time. but this would be the last time. the syringe falls from my shaking hand.
edit: i said it would be the last time so many times, but this would be the last time. the syringe falls from my shaking hand.

i held my breath for a moment, as if i could hold this moment indefinitely. the rush. blood bubbling. racing. i rested my head against the cool wall and stared at the ceiling, which began to waver.

the walls began to close in, reality faded from my body. this time was stronger than the others. i felt myself tumbling down the rabbit hole. the hallucinations began to creep into my mind.

my pupils dilated into black pools. i hovered over them, inspecting my drooping face. but the opaque waters showed only the emptiness lurking inside me. i leaned closer and squinted for good measure, but it was too late. i tumbled forward, swallowed whole. then, nothing. utter silence. don't panic. it's a black out. enjoy the moment while it lasts, because you won't remember it. the darkness was so thick i could run my fingers through it.

i waded in the void for hours, which were probably just seconds. a pungent odor filled the air. roses. i feel around, i touch the ground. silky petals titillate my fingertips. slowly, the shadow begins to lift.

a milky crimson wave surges, and i brace myself. it washes over my body, and i am in ecstasy. at once every hair on my body stands on end. my toes begin to tingle, and a slowly my skin prickles as if it is about to fall asleep. i'm as numb as novacain. i sink into myself and try to relax, but my mind is racing.

my heart hammers at my chest. palms sweaty, i close my eyes and take a deep breath. vivid rainbows and shapes dance across my eyelids. i open my lids, and am suddenly in a psychedelic world of color and light. i see something in the distance.

the mass seemed to boil over on itself as it slinked forward. it would bubble up and then spew forward, exploding from its own weight. as my eyes went in and out of focus, i began to realize that it wasn't something creeping toward me. it was many things. many tiny things creeping and crawling over one another in a mad race toward me.

sheer terror consumes me. i turn to run, but it is too late. i feel them scurrying up my legs, my body, my neck, my face. my scream is muffled by the millions of particles filling all of my orifices. i gasp for air, but each breath inhales them into my lungs. i'm drowning.
lol i like how you're writing in past and im writing in present

their miniscule pinchers tear and tug at my innards until i feel as if i am ripping at my seams. my gurgled scream emits only flesh, as the tiny creatures pull me inside out.
(there now i'm in the present)

the excruciating pain is replaced by the most intense euphoria ever felt. each bite sends sparks of pleasure through my body. my flesh withers away as the ravenous monsters have at my being

i am suddenly aware of each individual cell in my body. i marvel at the thought of thinking, feeling, moving, acting as a collection of these infinite beings. suddenly my sense of euphoria multiplied exponentially. i giggled helplessly.

the giggles turned into laughs, the laughs turned into hysteria. my brain was on the verge of implosion.

my thoughts ran wild. tangled roots pierced my brain. the once massive trees with outstretched branches of imagination come tearing through the vines and lay rotting in my damp and molding head.

let's continue this later, it's really fun, but my brain is too tired to think
save it
and we can pick it up

yeah i was gonna say the same
i was supposed to be in bed an hr ago